So I have been utilizing my break time, to completely and utterly crush myself with a monotonous drawing and painting program. I am currently trying to finish up the piece for my prostitution article for Subversion magazine. I am having an immense amount of trouble with photoshop painting.
I am sure it will come along eventually, but my OCD, impatience, and manic-depressive behavior is really starting to become a major burden on my creative process. I keep taking on new projects like some multi-tasking, manic psycho. I am trying to single- handedly produce an e-magazine, finish a novel that I have been writing for a couple years, trying to drastically improve my illustrating/ fine art skills in general, and lots of other crap that I can't seem to recall at the moment.
I usually work a bit more efficiently when i'm stoned, but sobriety has been my state of mind lately. Got an art lesson with my little sister tomorrow, we are going to practice watercolor, so I will probably upload some work if anything good comes of it.
Well, the melatonin tea is kicking in and I am getting super sleepy.